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08 September 2009 @ 08:26 pm
Layout * Weather

I just changed my layout to honor my favorite time of the year! It's autumn now, and it's raining everywhere. Except Ankara! I mean c'mon! İstanbul is about to sink if what i saw on the news are true! I mean how long could it take for a cloud to come Ankara from İstanbul? Honestly? :D I missed the way earth smell when it's raining. So yes, James and i are jelaous. *points the moodtheme* (*parantez arasında charlize'e güvercin yollar*)

Time Travelers Wife

I finally bought the book! It was on my mind since forever but i bought it today! :D I've already read 60 pages but i have a book to finish before [Katre-i Matem - İskender Pala], i hate starting another book before finishing other but i am weak this time! LOL. I'm really curious about the movie too!

"It's hard being left behind. I wait for Henry, not knowing where he is, wondering if he's okay. It's hard to be the one who stays."

— Clare

Current Location: home
Current Mood: jealousjealous
Current Music: Alessandro Safina - Regresa A Mi
We're going to holiday in two days and i'm so excited about it. We'll go to Antalya, tehere is a law camp. I mean a holiday camp for judges and etc. I needed to explain because when said that to my friends that they're start laughing! Anyway we're going with 2 other family but since everbody in camp doing the same job it's like a college reunion or something! It's fun old people looking eachother thinking "He/She was?" LOL. You could read their faces.

The two family we're going with have children too. We were with them last year's holiday and we had so much fun! So my parents keep saying they're going for me but when i said i can go by myself too you know, they looked shock! Their almost-17-year-old-baby-girl was thinking such impossible thing! :D I know they wouldn't let, NOO WAY! But still it was seing them trying to figure out if i was serious..

Now i need to go have breakfast, i'm soo hungry i can even be crazy enough to bite kaia.
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: hungryhungry
Current Music: Gotan Project - Mi Confession
02 July 2009 @ 01:16 pm
I'm soo bored so here the meme!

Now.. Open your winamp, or iTunes, or media player or... Anything... Add all your music in a playlist and hit the shuffle! Now answer the questions...Answer will be the title of the song each time you hit the next button for every question!

1. What do you think of me, iTunes?
Mat Kearney - All I Need : AWW! LOL! :X

2. Will I have a happy life?
Johnny Cash - God's Gonna Cut You Down : OMG? That bad? LOL..

3. What do my friends really think of me?
Muse - Assasin : I am harmless! Really!

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Avril Lavigne - Skater Boy

5. What does [insert significant other] think of me?
Mandy Moore - Stupid Cupid : NO I'M NOT! :D

6. How can I make myself happiest?
Yann Tiersen - La Valse D'Amelie : YEAH GİMME LANCE! :D

7. What should I do with my life?
Aaron Zigman - Love Theme : Good idea but unfourtunately there is nobody!

8. Why must life be so full of pain?
Gogol Bordello - Start Wearing the Purpşe : YAY! Purple's happy!

9. How can I maximize my pleasure during sex?
The Pierces - Light On - OK, I'll keep that in my mind! :D

10. Will I ever have children?
Ebla : OMG! What's that suppose to mean! *çocuk mocuk yapmaz*

11. Will I die happy?

12. Can you give me some good advice?
Pink Martini - Hang On Little Tomato : Okay,i'm hanging just here.

13. Do you know where your children are?
The Beatles - Help! : I have no idea but i guess theyneed help! :D

14. What do you think happiness is?
Frank Sinatra - My Way : YEAH!
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
Current Music: Carlos Gardel - La Cumparsita
01 July 2009 @ 11:25 am
Today we have guests. My cousin, who's like my big sister, is getting marry this weekend and honor of this everybody's coming! All of my cousins here and i'm extra-happy about it. Since i'm a only child 3 of them are closest to me and we're like brothers and sisters. Unfortunately they were all around the country LOL. One is in college in Sivas, other is in Diyarbakır and the bride one was at Yalova. Thank God, the Sivas one is finished her school and this year she will be Ankara to take KPSS.

LOL I can't stop talking about them. Anyway, i'm happy but my mother is freaked out. It's like.. 15 people is coming, plus 3. She's coming early from work today, she can be here any minute actually imagine how early. :D And i ditched tennis course so i can help her.

It's really hard to deal with mom at time like these.. She becomes a control-freak, she wants everything to be perfect. Which is kind s impossible, right? She yells me mostly and it goes like this since they come. When my aunts come they go kitchen too and make my mother shut up.
LOL. And you know what drives me crazy? Everything is always, most closest thing to perfect. UGH.

I have to go now, i haven't made bed yet and home will be a Nazi camp when mom comes. So.. *sabun olur gider*
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Current Mood: scaredscared
Current Music: Lady Gaga - Poker Face
27 May 2009 @ 04:06 pm

0summer_night0 =))

Current Mood: jubilantjubilant
13 May 2009 @ 10:29 pm
Çığlık atmak istiyorum herşeyi en sona bırakan ben kendimi de aştım başarıyla. Debate'imiz var yarın, bayağı da kişi olacak galibe konferans salonunda hocalar falan ve ben panik oldum. omg. kalabalık önünde konuşmayı sadece konuşma bittikten ve ben sakinleştikten sonra severim. ama şu anda ağağağ durumdayım!

ne yapacağım bakalım. çok az bir yer kaldı çevirilecek ana metinde, çalıştım da sayılır ama bilmiyorum. bir haftadır midemde kelebekler ve her şeyit yaratık dolaşıyor parti veriyorlar artık.

paniğim yani. evet kustum paniğimi gidiyorum.
Current Mood: worriedworried
Current Music: Beautiful Girl - Nadia Fay - kadın coşuyor ben sürünüyorum lol.
26 March 2009 @ 08:56 pm
1. We had an Math exam, i can't find the right words to describe how suck was it. İt's not that i didn't study though.. It was really hard i think and worst part was people, who said " Yeah, it was really hard.. " and such. I mean the people who complain most, get the highest marks. Are they enjoying or what? Anyway i don't want to talk about it anymore it really upsets me.

2. We also learned that my Grandma is really sick, she is in hospital now. My mom went there today, now she's home and she says grandma is better now. But that is not a real relief for me. I love my grandma, but she's getting older. I can see my mother was really worried about her, even she tried to stay calm. I want to be there for her i don't know what to to.

3. So, i'm really depressed right now. I needed to tell someone, and writing seemed like a good idea.
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Yann Tiersen - La Valse D'Amelie
07 March 2009 @ 12:17 am

1. I've decided to write in English.. I need to improve it my own. I read in english i don't have problem with that but i need people to understand me as well. I will have many mistakes but i must start from somewhere.

2. Anyway.. Today was a bad day. We had a parabol exam lately.. It wasn't so good, it was OK but still i did my best. And today teacher said that she made two different groups but because she copied the questions from some other book, one of the group was harder than the other one. So the exam canceled. OK, i'm cool with it but the students who had the easy exam wasn't. How can they do such a thing? (my group was harder) I mean my exam was fine, i could live with it but there were many people who wanted exam to be canceled. Other group was being so selfish. I really disappointed. Oh and i don't even talk about teacher..  I knew she didn't like her job, or care about us etc. But at least you can check the papers.

3. And today school was freezing. I think i'm going to be sick. : /

4. But i think worst part was my friend who told me she might lost my book. It was a novel, Earth Child Series.. And third one of the series is really hard to find in Ankara. I remember how hard i found and how happy i was.. I don't know you might think it's not a big deal but i think it is. I wouldn't care that much if it wasn't a book but i have my emotional contact with my books! I disappointed. Again. Damn.

5. Well that's all. :( Just 405 made my day.. Daniel.. :X
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
Current Music: Jewel - Somewhere Over The Rainbow
02 March 2009 @ 08:52 pm

~ Dersaneden çıktım geldim, seneye için seviye belirleme sınavı yapıldı. Beklediğimden kolaydı mutluyum o yüzden şimdi. =) Yarın da parabol sınavımız var, biraz tekrar yapsam yeter herhalde ama bakalım. Yorgunum şu anda ne kadar çalışabileceğim bilmiyorum.

 ~ Onun dışında okul dergisi Ada'nın bu dönemki sayısına başladık, geçen dönem canımız çıkmıştı ama bu sefer daha kolay olacak bence çünkü ilkti geçen dönemki, 11ler küt diye bırakıvermişlerdi elimize..  Bahsetmek istedim ondan da böyle geçiyor benim zamanımda LOL.  Aslında derse gitmemek için yapıyorumkendimde farkındayım ama hiç canım istemiyor! :(

~ Woe, gidiyorum. Parabol. *sniff*

Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Jason Mraz - Lucky (feat. Colbie Caillat)